Turn on the tv, act like you don't see me

Tell me everything is okay

My mother is a saint and told me if I wait

Everything meant to be will stay

Well, I ain't a believer in people pleasing neither

Fucking telephones have ruined this place

Met a man in new york city, told me humans ain't as pretty

As a perfect day we'll chase for all the days.

I ain't spotless, neither is you

For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through

If you want spotless, I'll always lose

I don't want love, lover, I want the truth.

People die a thousand times to get to who they are

You were praying to the heavens on a late train car

Your heart knows deeper seasons than my eyes ever will

I'm a self-destructive landslide if you wanna be the hill.

I ain't spotless, neither is you

For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through

If you wanna leave this, that's okay

Everything meant to be is bound to stay.

Remember jumping in the pool when we was fully clothed in august

We were soaking, choking, smoking in my old shitty apartment

Then they cut off all the lights 'cause the bills were never paid

We were stealing all the power from the neighbors on vacation.

I ain't spotless, neither is you

For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through

If you want spotless, I'll always lose

You gave me your love, lover, you gave me the truth.

I was alone

You were bettin' on a loser, you were calling my bluff

Holding one another, is it never enough?

You were right there with me.

I can't stop this, neither can you

For once in my life, I'm bound to see it through

If you want spotless, I'll always lose

You gave me your love, lover, you gave me the truth.