I don't think it will ever end...

Hey guys

Do you wanna, do you wanna hear something funny? (yeah)

So uh, I find myself in these cycles like a figure of eight

And it goes like this

I get sad (he gets sad)

And uh, I hide myself away for a bit which is- which is fine

But then in hiding myself I feel silly (he feels silly)

And um, responsively I start forcing myself to go out and interact with people again

Then in doing so, uh, I feel sad (he feels sad)

Which is not a good feeling when you're supposedly in a 'good phase'

So as almost a self sabotage, if you will, uh...

I get silly (he gets silly)

And then uh, um, I don't know.

I'll write something else.