You open up and what you gain is another hole

Reaching out for a hand and I know

The fear of losing all the trust that it craves

And feel that parts of you are never coming back

I used to think that life was ugly and a mess

Well I was right but what else to do other than your best

The meaning of it all you find within yourself

I hold the key but where's the door

I kick it in

Whatever that I want I will get

I'll take the beatings too and all the blame

But father you're the one that I miss

I'm thankful that I have our loved ones near