Waiting in my room

I'm lying on the bed

Cause outside is just too cold

I turn the radio loud

So I can fall asleep

But it's all I've come to know

And I try to keep up for you

Push me and you

Shoved like you always do

But nothing's ever the same

But how can I explain

The damage you have done

When all that's left is pain

So I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

Waiting in my room

I'm lying on the bed

Cause outside is just too warm

I turn the radio loud

So I can fall asleep

But it's all I've come to know

So I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way

And I don't like what I see

Cause I've been put to the test

And faced all the rest

And useless is all I'll be

I tried your way

And I don't like what I see

And now I'm bored

I'm waiting in my room

I'm lying on the floor

Cause outside I just don't know

I turned the radio loud

So I can hear me think

But it's all I've come to know

And so I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way

And I don't like what I see

Cause I've been put to the test

And faced all the rest

And useless is all I'll be

I tried your way

And I don't like what I see

And now I'm bored

So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,

But how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me

And so I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way

And I don't like what I see

Cause I've been put to the test

And faced all the rest

And useless is all I'll be

I tried your way

And I don't like what I see

And now I'm bored