Woke up coming out for air

Cold sweat on my skin I was unprepared

Deep down getting lost again

But it's me and myself that I'm up against.

Dark days that I've overcome

Why does this time feel like it's only just begun

Downtown in the undertow

Chasing highs when I'm feeling low.

(Mm) gotta let go

But I don't know how to let go

(Mm) how am I supposed to do this?

With my head underwater

I can't take it much longer

Head underwater

I'm at war with the monster

I'm struggling to catch my breath

Get it off my chest

But if it don't kill me then

I'll get stronger

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

Night comes and it's hard to sleep

Like my mind is a million miles apart from me

Can't count on the chemicals

They don't work when I made them the antidote.

Wild thoughts that I tried to tame

Keep me numb how they run like the blood inside my veins

Uptown I can see the light

But it's dark on the other side.

(Mm) gotta let go

But I don't know how to let go

(Mm) how am I supposed to do this?

With my head underwater

I can't take it much longer

Head underwater

I'm at war with the monster

I'm struggling to catch my breath

Get it off my chest

But if it don't kill me then

I'll get stronger

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

Holding onto hope I can make it out

Praying that my lungs don't fail me now

Holding onto hope I can make it out

Praying that my lungs don't fail me now

Holding onto hope I can make it out

Praying that my lungs don't fail me now

Holding onto hope I can make it out

How am I supposed to do this?

With my head underwater

I can't take it much longer

Head underwater

I'm at war with the monster

I'm struggling to catch my breath

Get it off my chest

But if it don't kill me then

I'll get stronger.

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)

With my head underwater (head underwater, underwater)