At another party, didn't wanna go

Hundred people drinking alone

You're so pretty and you want me to stay

But in my head I'm already home.

If I could fake it, honestly

I would, honestly.

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out

All of my anxieties are freakin' out

Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever

Whatever

Trippin' over all of my apologies

Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be

Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever

Whatever.

I'm drying your eyes asking for a light

Fightin' on the side of the road

Baby, don't blame me, blame the adhd

But I was never diagnosed.

If I could fake it, honestly

I would, honestly.

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out

All of my anxieties are freakin' out

Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever

Whatever

Trippin' over all of my apologies

Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be

Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever

Whatever.

I'm a little past out my depth

Drowning in the deep end

And I know you can't understand

I'm freakin' out

I'm a little past pull me out

Fake a smile, calm down

And I know you can't understand.

At another party, didn't wanna go

In my head I'm already home.