Things are moving so fast especially in my mind

Depression and anxieties that I'll get left behind

And inside of me is scared but I'm just too afraid say

Maybe I'll whisper it to heaven or take it to my grave.

Eyes closed like a blindfold

I'm searching in the dark

I'd trade one person like me

For a million insta hearts.

But I liked the world the way it was

I wish it stayed the same

But the thing that never changes is things are gonna change.

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are coming up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'cause getting high it only makes me feel low

God, take the wheel because I'm losing control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out.

And using social media, that triggers ocd

Can't concentrate on anything, my heart's adhd

I just try to avoid the doctors

I'm tryna dodge the pills

I'm longing for a listener

To decide for what is real

With government and politics

Which side do we align?

My family really needs me

But I just don't have the time.

I loved it just the way it was

I wish it stayed the same

But the thing that never changes is things are gonna change.

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are coming up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'cause getting high it only makes me feel low

God, take the wheel because I'm losing control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out

Tryna get my inside out

Oh yeah...

No, the drugs don't work, they just make it hurt

I'd like to cry but all my tears are dry

I pray and hope that this flame won't end

But I know that tomorrow we'll go again.

We'll go again

We'll go again

Oh...

We'll go again

Oh...

The thing that never changes is things are gonna change.

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are coming up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'cause getting high it only makes me feel low

God, take the wheel because I'm losing control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out.