I would have walked through fire to kiss your lips

Do you still think about it, of what you did?

Still see your old apartment, like a bad trip

Wish I could forget all the places we've been.

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why.

You make me feel high

'cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope.

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope.

Always another bender, I lose control

I thought I'd get it back when

You came back home to me, darling

But I never had it, did i? your heart's a trick

And all the magic we felt was just a hit.

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why.

You make me feel high

'cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know (now that I know)

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope.

'cause you had me so low

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope.

'cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know (now that I know)

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope.