No hesitation

Not sure I'll make it.

There is a place for this,

And it's not here.

Way past exhaustion,

And now I'm nauseous.

The state of mind I'm in

You'd call your hell.

I guess I'll save my breath

If I can't save my soul.

You don't make me,

You only make me wish we never met.

There's nothing but judgment

From people I can't see.

If you can't think clear,

I'll stay here until something changes me,

But it won't be you.

Feel free to hate me.

Nothing is changing.

There's a time for this

And it's not now.

I've lost my patience,

And now I'm anxious.

My chest caving.

I'm not worth saving.