Staring at the walls again

I don't even think that you have ever seen me

Know that you try to pretend

Think you know my head

Why can't you just believe me.

Now, I'm stuck here for the second time

They all assume but don't even try

And now I'm the bad guy

Make mistakes sometimes

Sorry you don't understand.

Sometimes don't feel cause I don't like emotions

I hate romance, but stay for the moments

So confusing usually don't know where my mind's tryna go

And I like nights cause I hate when it's bright out

Yeah, laugh a lot but my brain's really psyched out

Don't fall fast but when I do, I hang on a little too long

And I get distant when I'm mad at myself

Push too hard then my soul's left a burnout

I say sorry a lot, don't know why but

I'm sorry, I guess.

Barely even said a word

You already got a story that you'll twist up

If I speak I'll make it worse

Contemplating how it always gets so messed up.

Now I'm stuck here for the second time

They all assume but don't even try

And now I'm the bad guy

Make mistakes sometimes

Sorry you don't understand.

Sometimes don't feel cause I don't like emotions

Yeah, I hate romance but stay for the moments

I'm so confusing usually, don't know where my mind's tryna go

And I like nights cause I hate when it's bright out

Yeah, laugh a lot but my brain's really psyched out

Don't fall fast but when I do, I hang on a little too long

And I get distant when I'm mad at myself

Push too hard then my soul's left a burnout

I say sorry, don't know why

But I'm sorry, I guess.