I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on a tile

The light is brighter this time

Everything is 3d blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold

The hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I can't control my shakes

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong

I have to laugh out loud

I wish I didn't like this

Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Get outta my head 'cause I don't need this

Why I didn't, I see this

Well I'm a victim - manchurian candidate

I have sinned by just making my mind up

And taking your breath away.

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free.

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free.

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

And it waits for you!