I know I love you but I won't

Tell you a thing in case you don't

I know I miss you, but it's ok

I don't get depressed when I am lonely

But I just need something to calm my nerves

Preferably a cigarette or something just as absurd

Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay

'cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain

Of the distance that took you away

I'll take a drink because I'm lost

Trapped somewhere deep inside my thoughts...

But if for some reason you forget,

Well, I'll just remember you instead

But I just need something to calm my nerves

Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd

Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay

'cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain

Of the distance that took you away