Wasn't raised religious

But I wish that I was

Having nothing to believe in

Has been killing my buzz.

Yeah, I cut my hair

Close the blinds

Play hallelujah like two dozen times

And yesterday I tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say.

I'm too sad to cry

Too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk

Just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor

She knew I was faking

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try

But I'm too sad to cry.

Can't tell my mama

It makes her worry

I'm not suicidal

But sometimes the lines get all blurry.

Yeah, I cut my hair

Closed the blinds

Played hallelujah like two dozen times

And yesterday I tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say.

I'm too sad to cry

Too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk

Just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

I lied to my doctor

She knew I was faking

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try

But I'm too sad to cry.

I'm too sad to cry

Too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk

Just stay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor

She knew I was faking

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try

But I'm too sad to cry.