Could I rest here for a while

Near that medal 'round your neck

St. jude's wearing a smile

He wouldn't mind I bet

I can't go face the world

My bones won't hold me up

So tell the saint of lost souls where to find me

Softly sleeping here in the deep end of someone who loves me.

You'll let me cry it out

Because you know that sometimes I can't stop and

Still I'm seeking how

To stand up when the bottom drops

The weight of all the world

Can blind me to its beauty

But every time I need to be reminded

I know you will and say you're still someone who loves me.

I try to push it down but it comes back faster and harder

Tides are changing on a dime and I'm just trying to keep my head above the water...

Surrender's just a word

Till you try it out

And see how hard it is to hurt

With someone else around

I'm the worst I've ever been

Afraid of almost everything

The skies are clear but storms are always comin'

Your gift to me

Is just to be

Bracing for the winds I always summon

My home, my heart

Thank god you are

Someone who loves me.