Come home, get high

Forget about the time between my highlights

Yeah, I know but I'm fine

It's been a rough time

Poker face, in play

Otherwise it makes me think I'm unsafe

Yeah, I know, it's strange

Wish it wasn't this way.

But no one seems to know any better

I designed it that way

I know it seems I have it together, but.

Just because I carry it well

Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help

I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now

Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out

'cause I thought I'd be doing better by now

I thought I'd be doing better by now

But don't I carry it well?

I'm grateful but impatient, get hateful, but don't say it

So those who mean the most will get the best of me

And I can't come back home and fight the rest of me

It's best to leave.

'cause no one seems to know any better

And I designed it it that way

I know it seems I have it together, but.

Just because I carry it well

Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help

I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now

Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out

'cause I thought I'd be doing better by now

I thought I'd be doing better by now

But don't I carry it well?

Don't I carry it well?

'cause no one seems to know any better.

Just because I carry it well

Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help

I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now

Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out

(How it's gonna turn out)

'cause I thought I'd be doing better by now

I thought I'd be doing better by now

But don't I carry it well?

Don't I carry it well?

'cause no one seems to know any better.