It's times likes these

Wish I had a time machine

So I could see

What you did?

October 13th

At 10.15

Were you really asleep?

Were you lying to me

And the family?

There's no us in us

When I'm lacking trust

You wanna discuss

Ugh, you disgust me

Don't make me cuss you out

Why'd you let me down?

Don't say sorry now.

And thanks to you I

I can't love right

I get nice guys

And villanize them

Read their texts like

They're having sex right now

Scared I'll found out

That it's true and.

If I do

Then I blame you

For every worst

That I assume

When I'm forty-five

Someone calls me their wife

And he fucks our lives

In one selfish night don't think i'll

Find forgiveness

As fast as mom did

And god I love you

But you're such a dipshit

Please fucking fix this

'cause you were all I looked up to

Now I can't even look at you.