Why I got this gel in my hair for no reason?

Sitting in my bedroom with my headphones bleeding

Staring at my posters of these japanese women

Dreaming of a day when it's worth what I'm seeing

Should I get my trophies out the box?

Should I hang my ribbons even though I lost?

Cross country was that fastest on the team

Cross country when I was only seventeen

Now the only thing I got are these memories

And a lot of time on my hands.

Camo print depression

I keep my feelings hidden

No pills, no feels

I'm not used to winning, but that's life

That's life

Camo print depression

I keep my feelings hidden

No pills, no feels

I'm not used to winning, but that's life

That's life.

What's gonna be my reputation?

... close to the bunk bed

One on top and one on the bottom

Is that a flip cam?

(Yeah man)

I got two

(Oh shoot)

One for the b-roll

And one for the docs

Cause that must mean nothing to me

My mama saw me on tv

Said she didn't recognize me.

Mama saw me on tv

I'm not saying I'm a ride or die

Mama saw me on tv

Who to say what's wrong or right?

Mama saw me on tv

Mama saw me on tv

Mama saw me on tv

Mama turn the tv off.

Camo print depression

I keep my feelings hidden

No pills, no feels

I'm not used to winning, but that's life

That's life

Camo print depression

I keep my feelings hidden

No pills, no feels

I'm not used to winning, but that's life

That's life.

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...

That's life

That's life.