Broke another promise to myself again

Said that I'd get up and wouldn't waste the day

But I'm feeling kinda heavy and I can't think straight

I'm lost and always looking for the strength to change

And making up excuses for the reason why

I haven't got the energy to go outside

I'm tangled in delusions of my own design

Tired of always fighting with this mind of mine.

So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy to me

Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy

It's like oil in the water, smoke in the sky

There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die

Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy to me.

Broke another promise to myself tonight

I said that when the darkness fell, I'd rest my eyes

But I'm feeling my emptiness with hallow light

Losing every battle with this mind of mine.

So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy to me

Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy

It's like oil in the water, smoke in the sky

There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die

Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy to me.

I'm falling apart from the inside out

I'm falling apart

I'm falling apart from the inside out

I'm falling apart.

So tell me will it always be some kind of enemy to me

Enemy to me

Tell me will it always be some kind of enemy, enemy, enemy.

It's like oil in the water, smoke in the sky

There's a storm in my head that won't seem to die

Tell me will I always be some kind of enemy

Just tell me

Will it always be, always be

Tell me

Will it always be, always be

Just tell me

Will it always be an enemy, enemy to me?