Yeah, I don't know where to start

How do you admit that you're falling apart

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart.

I've lived the words that I've said

And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm shit in my head

Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead

I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right? right.

'cos there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health

I don't care, don't tell me and don't text me

'cos that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me.

It's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie

These days I prefer to just not be outside

And these days I just end up spending all of my time

With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright.

'cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs

I'm doing my best

Still find myself stressed

And I'm no longer sure where I belong

I'm starting to rust

Don't know who to trust.

(Don't trust anyone. not even me)

Some people concentrate on style too much

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

And that should soon end for the best

I wanna live my life with no stress

Love life and feel blessed, like

It's kind of funny on the inside

I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, shit

And that's pretty much it

Yeah that's pretty much it

(Is there anything else?)

Oh yeah...

My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?)

I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw)

Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile (oh)

And I wonder what it was like to be 11

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven (why?)

And every now and then I think about the fact that I'd become a legend if I died at 27.