I was down and out in san fran, hopin' they could make the drive

I was a lonely stoner, I was always taking time

I wasn't safe for a second, I'm closing my eyes

I never felt at home until I got old and realised.

I remember being sixteen, didn't know a thing with open eyes

I couldn't take the pain but I was old enough to try

Looking at my reflection and wanting to die

I didn't like what I was seeing when I had hoped I might.

(Hope my body change, I can't stay this way, I'm the only one)

Now I'm in pieces tryna leave but I can't (that's running in circles)

I'm doubting my outfit, I'm doubting the way I look

Then she tells me, "you look great," but it hurts just the same

I didn't know at an early age

I can try, but I won't be in peace in my place

And though, I can go compare myself to them

It doesn't help me much in the end, no...

Can't go far

And I can't go far

And they can't go far

And they can't go far.