My life's in pandemonium at the moment

Been waiting for the closer

For one thing to be over

Just to move on and be closer

To what I can remember

As the life I once was living

Fill your own cup up and sip it.

Oh, the optimisms killing

Like at school just tryna to fit in

You try your best but nothing works

Does it ever move forwards? no...

What's the point? I think they're taking their time

In the process wasting mine.

I was in my prime

What does it really mean to be in your prime?

When you're changing all the time

I've been learning how to drive

Julian's beside me losing his patience

Just as I'm losing my mind.

But I stepped out of the way that I was feeling

I dreamt of all my freedom

Jumped in my carrera

Then I realised I was dreaming

Failed my test for speeding

On the same day that I got the news

And I could not believe it

On the phone they told me it was finally over

630 in the evening

Overwhelmed with closure

A true relief, a long embrace

Long awaited moment

And I felt so much.