Is this what I've become?

Someone who gets jealous of someone?

Instead of open arms and honest praise

I'm closing doors and pushing love away

When did I come undone?

When did the colors of my canvas start to run?

I can't control the teardrops on my face

I know this ain't the girl my mother raised.

I used to wear love like an army

I used to know nothing could harm me

Now fear got up all in my head, I'm all in my head

And I made a mess, I confess, I'm ashamed.

And I need grace

To step inside my mind and help me be a better person

Or at least a better version of me

'cause right now, all I wanna do is scream

That I need grace

'cause I'm running low on faith

And I really wanna change my heart

'cause I'm falling apart these days

And what I really need is grace, grace, grace.

I feel like I'm a ghost

I forgot the most important thing I know

That there's nobody else I have to be

There's no one else I have to please

I have the answers that I need.

I used to wear love like an army

I used to know nothing could harm me

Now fear got up all in my head, I'm all in my head

And I made a mess, I confess, I'm ashamed.

And I need grace

To step inside my mind and help me be a better person

Or at least a better version of me

'cause right now, all I wanna do is scream

That I need grace

'cause I'm running low on faith

And I really wanna change my heart

'cause I'm falling apart these days

And what I really need is grace.

Watching over my mistakes

Yeah, I really wanna change my heart

'cause I'm falling apart these days

And what I really need is grace.