I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest

Or the girl who never wants to be alone

I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning

'cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home.

Ah the sun is blinding

I stayed up again

Oh, I am finding

That's not the way I want my story to end.

I'm safe

Up high

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No pain

Inside

You're like protection

How do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence

The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth

Please don't tell me that we had that conversation

I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling?

And it whispers to me softly come and play

Ah, I am falling

And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.

I'm safe

Up high

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No pain

Inside

You're like perfection

How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down

Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round

Looking for myself - sober. [x2]

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad

Till you're trying to find the you that you once had

I have heard myself cry, never again

Broken down in agony just tryna find a friend.

Oh oh...

I'm safe

Up high

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No pain

Inside

You're like perfection

How do I feel this good sober.

Oh oh...

No pain

Inside

Nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this party's over?

No pain

Inside

You're like perfection

How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?

Tell me, no no no no no pain...

How do I feel this good sober?