You tell me a secret, I'm telling no soul

All this pain in your pocket is heavy to hold

I wish you were patient enough with yourself

But it's dark in the hole

You're barefoot in snow.

We worship the devil, we worship the gods

So it perfectly evens out to nothing at all

I spoke with you wednesday, we spoke before noon

About how this old planet wasn't made for us two.

I wish I was happy

I wish I was dripping with joy

It's so hard to be happy

It's so hard to be dripping with joy.

I tell you my secret, I tell you the truth

I never had bright eyes, but had eyes on you

If I could be in a heavenly hue

Can you take out the blue?

Your arms are a blizzard

I step in the snow

Still feels like I'm dying

But just not so slow

Feels like I'm in some

Kind of control

And I can count to

One

Two

Three.

I wish I was happy

But I forgot my words

I don't speak much lately

And I forgot to tell you maybe

A wish for sun is wishful thinking

Someone said a lot of nothing

I left my key inside your party

So you would call me back.

I wish I was happy

I wish I was dripping with joy

It's so hard to be happy

It's so hard to be dripping with joy

I wish I was happy, I know

That we're barefoot in snow

It's so hard to be happy, I know

That we're barefoot in snow.