I must be honest

Under the surface

It grinds like a blender

The sound of two voices

My own seems to fail me

It put me in a stranger's bed

It hurt who I love the most

I'll never trust it again.

That's why I don't want what I want

'cause what I want, it just might kill me

And I won't think of my needs

'cause what I need, I know there's never enough for me.

Envy is endless

I use to pin mistakes up on a board

Compare how mine sticks

Next to the rest of the worlds

That got me nowhere but miles from changing

Now I've got deep stains

And bleach won't erase them.

That's why I don't want what I want

'cause what I want, it just might kill me

And I won't think of my needs

'cause what I need, I know there's never enough for me.

Call me on everything

'cause I can't see how it looks from your perspective

Call me on everything

'cause I can't help myself and I need your protection from me

I lose every time

I lose every time

I lose every time.

You think you're inspiring

Posting slogans on a photo of the sky

You're letting sleeping dogs lie

It's not so simple as

Do what makes you happy

If that's the same thing

That will destroy me.

I don't want what I want

'cause what I want, it just might kill me

And I won't think of my needs

'cause what I need, I know there's never enough for me.

I must be honest

(For me)

Under the surface

It grinds like a blender

(I know there's never enough for me)

The sound of two voices

My own seems to fail me

(For me)

It put me in a stranger's bed

(What I need)

It hurt who I love the most

(I know there's never enough for me)

I'll never trust it again.