I hate worrying about the future

Cause all my current problems are based around the past

And I hate when you call me late at night

Just to check in to make sure I got nothing to be sad about

But it's alright

And I'm okay

I won't need your help, anyway

Ah, well

I hate having to think about my future

When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me

I'm so tired

Or maybe just bored

I can't really tell the difference whenever I'm talking to you

And I know that

You just adore

Starting off with me, that way that there's no way that I'll assume

That you're wasting

All of my time

To vent about your problems like how your instagram stopped working

And how your friends

Bailed on you

But it was funny cause it was the day you were supposed to hang with me

(Yeah... about that...)

I'm guilty as charged for leading you on

A lie that I know is easy to see

But it's crucial to blot out any

Signs that I might have feelings

This way you don't ask me how am I

This way you won't force me to proceed

With actually having to tell you my worries

With actually having you give a damn about me

You giving a damn about

I hate worrying about the future

Cause all my fucking problems are based around the past

And I hate when you call me late at night

Just to check in to make sure I got nothing to be sad about

But it's alright

And I'm okay

I won't need your help anyway

Ah, well

I hate having to think about my future

When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me