Go ahead, you can say it's my fault

If it still hurts at all

I thought one of these days you might call

When you were feeling small.

Drowning in my thoughts

Staring at the clock

And I know I'm not on your mind.

I wonder what would happen if I die

I hope all of my friends get drunk and high

Would it be too hard to say goodbye?

I hope that it's enough to make you cry

Maybe that day you won't hate me.

Go ahead, you can say that I've changed

Just say it to my face

One drink and I'm back to that place

The memories won't fade.

Drowning in my thoughts

Staring at the clock

And I know I'm not on your mind.

I wonder what would happen if I die

I hope all of my friends get drunk and high

Would it be too hard to say goodbye?

I hope that it's enough to make you cry

Maybe that day you won't hate me.

Wonder what would happen if I die

I hope all of my friends get drunk and high

Would it be too hard to say goodbye?

I hope that it's enough to make you cry

And maybe that day you won't hate me.