S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e, I need help

I've always been, s-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e

Can't you tell?

And they talking 'bout love, what is it?

Didn't know it existed

Now they telling me it's within myself

But, baby, what is love?

A figment? tell me am I imagining shit?

Thinking about the lies I tell myself

I've always been.

S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e, I need help

'cause I've always been, s-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e

Can't you tell?

That I've always been.

S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e, I need help

'cause I've always been, s-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e

Can't you tell?

That I've always been.