I don't want to have to build this

I don't want to have to fit in

I don't want to have to need someone

But I do..

I don't want to have to attract boys

I don't want to have to be here

I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole

But I do..

But it's better than nothing at all

But it's better than nothing at all

I don't want to have to be angry at you

I don't want to have to blame it on my father

I don't want to feel sick around you

But I do..

I don't want to ever fall in love

I don't want to feel so insecure

I don't want to have to write this to explain

Still I do

This feels better than nothing at all

This feels better than nothing at all..