Frozen lips in lust

Laughing while I fall

Lying every night

Saying I'm alright

But I'm flying in my dreams

Lost reality

Eating when I'm bored

Tryna get high

Every night

And don't know why I'm looking, but I never seem to find.

Can't keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can't choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I'll stop panic and self-destruct

My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls.

Wings inside my heart

Tearing me in half

Fetching dopamine

Always hungry

Always teeth clench through the news

Drinking up my moods

Dancing in my room

Tryna get high

Turn off the lights

And always get this feeling that I'm running out of time.

Can't keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can't choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I'll stop panic and self-destruct

My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls.

Now, baby, baby, drive me fast

You can't take it slow, I tried it out

And all of my feelings come back home

Spread on the kitchen floor

Fake food and roses, love got lost

I'm angry and heartfelt all at once

Hungry and manic in a state

Thundering as the sun sets.

Can't keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can't choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I'll stop panic and self-destruct

My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls.