You have this way of making me

Say the opposite of everything I mean

I kiss you, I hug you

But I could not feel less connected from you

I know I want it all this in the beginning, I really tried

I know I caught you at a not-so-happy time of your life

My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride

I don't quite fit the part of

She who loses everything and falls into insanity

The sunbeams mean nothing

If you can't find the light shining in one thing

I know I want it all this in the beginning, I really tried

I know I caught you at a not-so-happy time of your life

My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride

It's fine if you're hateful

As long as all in all you remain grateful

It made me nervous to know you didn't like me, I really tried

The way I'm feeling in this moment, it can't last my whole life

My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride