Real job, good wife, two kids

Don't know what exit I missed

And this road I'm on is kinda dark alone

Fake job, no wife, no kids

Can't believe I'm living like this

I'm always alone with no way home

And here we go again, spiraling.

And I'm all turned up like the rio grande

Drink ten times the weight of a sober man

Ain't starting my day until 2 a.m.

And I hate it, so I'm taking

A little melatonin and a bag of weed

Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep

Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be

But that's damn near normal to me.

High highs, rock bottom blows

Been six feet deeper than most

I crawl out again and start spiraling

Start spiraling.

And I'm all turned up like the rio grande

Drink ten times the weight of a sober man

Ain't starting my day until 2 a.m.

And I hate it, so I'm taking

A little melatonin and a bag of weed

Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep

Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be

But that's damn near normal to me

That's damn near normal to me.

A little clarity

A little sanity

Would be good for me

Would be what I need

Doing the best I can

So I don't understand.

Why I'm all turned up like the rio grande

Drink ten times the weight of a sober man

Ain't starting my day until 2 a.m.

And I hate it, so I'm taking

A little melatonin and a bag of weed

Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep

Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be

But that's damn near normal to me

That's damn near normal to me.

That's damn near normal to me

That's damn near normal to me

That's damn near normal to me.