And sometimes you think you're doing the magic

And sometimes you realize the magic is doing you

And this was one of those moments.

What if none of this happened?

It's nothing like I imagined it

What if I wasn't this strong?

What if it all just went different?

So many times I wish I woulda just listened

I wasn't ready for it all.

There's so many things I'd change but I can't

There's so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid

Time's passing me by

Gotta just laugh so I don't cry.

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It'd look something like this living out my wildest of dreams

But life sometimes ain't always what it seems

If you ask me now

All I've wanted to be

Is happy.

I remember when I was little

Before I knew that anyone could be evil

These egos, some people, playing with my innocence like at a casino

And I refuse to be jaded

Still painting rainbows all over my face, oh...

I've gotten used to the fall, fall.

There's so many things I'd change but I can't

There's so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid

Time's passing me by

Gotta just laugh so I don't die.

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It'd look something like this

Living out my wildest of dreams

But life ain't always what it seems

No, life got me falling to my knees.

But if you ask me now

All I've wanted to be.

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now.

If you'd ask me then

If you'd ask me then

If you'd ask me then

If you'd ask me now.