I've got a love and hate relationship with la
Off the plane, paint my face in the car, park my heart at the valet
I watch the sun sink down over santa monica boulevard
When I'm lonely and I'm missin' home
But other times I feel like my blood is runnin' cali.
I've got some famous friends that I could call
But I don't know if I'm cool enough
And what's worse than spendin' time alone
Is one of them not pickin' up
It's hard to grow and time to go
But some days I wanna stay
I've got a love and hate relationship with la.
I wonder if I'll get invited to the party
Yeah and if I do, will I go?
If I go, will I know somebody?
I'm on my third glass of wine tryin' to find conversation
In a room with bigger names
But other days I'm lookin' out for real estate.
Confetti's fallin', friends are callin'
Saw me on the tv
But if I let down my hair in the ocean air
Will tennessee be mad at me?
Yeah, I know it ain't a one-way road
But sometimes it feels that way
I've got a love and hate relationship with la.
Yeah, ooh...
Yeah, ooh...
Sometimes it feels like it's all real but nothin' here is as it seems
I ask myself does it feed my soul or my anxiety?
Carpet's red, ego's fed, but it's myself that I have to face
I've got a love and hate relationship with la.
(Yeah, ooh)
I've got a love and hate relationship with la, la
(Yeah, ooh)
I've got a love and hate relationship with la, la
(Yeah, ooh)
I've got a love and hate relationship with la, la
(Yeah, ooh)
I've got a love and hate relationship with la, la.
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