I'm so alive

I'm so enlightened

I can barely survive

A night in my mind

I've got a plan

I'm gonna find out just how boring I am

And have a good time

Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

It's been fine

I've been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap it's been

Is there a God?

Why is he waiting?

Don't you think of it odd

When he knows my address?

And look at the stars

Don't they remind you of just how feeble we are?

Well it used to, I guess

Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

It's been fine

I've been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap

It's been

I'm a new man

I wear a new cologne and

You wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed

I know what you'll say

'This won't last longer than the rest of the day'

But you're wrong this time

You're wrong

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

I'm over the analyzing

Tonight

Stop trying to figure it out

(you try to figure, you try to figure it out)

It will only bring you down

You know, I used to be the back

Porch poet with my book of rhymes

Always open knowing all the time I'm problably

Never gonna find the perfect rhyme

For 'heavier things'