Some niggas drink away the pain

I think of ways to gain

And it happens so naturally you think it's pre-ordained

Straight? escape from that ball and chain

Can't tell if I was in it for the long hall of fame wait

I'm laying low on the island

Been learnt that saying no is a talent

Niggas want beef but keeping up is a challenge

Can't tell if I'm tryna get even or find a balance

But I'm much closer I won't front

Hoes love it, so sober yet he's so blunt

A charming asshole, want him all the same

Tell him I feel the ice as its forming in my veins

Chasing the high so much that we both hurting

To the point it ain't even about the other person

So we're even, I'm in love with her rear and her pussy

And she in love with the idea of what I could be

On top of the world but it's higher to fall

Whats the point in dreaming big if you acquired it all

But if lyricism is back, I helped it spearhead

If we order cl's make mine a year ahead

I skip the club line and don't get turned around

For girls come at a high volume I don't turn them down

No pregnant hoes and no minors

A1 bars with em as a co-signer

I fill the counter up without checking the cost yet

I ain't rich my nigga but check the way I offset

Don't get confused by the bentleys and the corvettes

Got stories from my hood that'll rival those of war vets

Jersey city helped 'im mould to what I amounted to

My only beef is that they don't hold itself accoutanble so

A few resent me, but I'm cool with it

They handed me the city before I knew what to do with it

This last chick that I put under the wing

Has taught me the younger the age, the younger she think

I mean she shaped like a stallion with bomb sex but don't understand me when I'm trying not to be complex

Done raising my voice, I ain't with it

Whats the point of arguing if she ain't gonna get it

Plus my future's now, her's is down the pipline

And that's the difference between a good time and a lifetime

But my current situation is I keep meeting chicks that need a way outta their current situation

Some cool, some silly, some serious

They tryna come up, I'm tryna cum period

Nah, I don't do the pick up lines

I give her the number to the chauffer with a pick up time

One week and it's vegas, the next week it's turks

Hard to love a dude for him when it come with that many perks

I need a sign she attracted to more than designer fabrics

If by chance I'm passed my prime I'm tryna lap it

Too many checks to deposit

Smoke too many bones, no skeletons in my closet

We're talking rap off the work that I got

If I ain't crack your top 10 you should reserve me a spot

Till then, I play the strip club in jerz rocking

So when life flash before my eyes, it's all worth watching

I'm 'bout honor and respect and boredom just made me rent a condo on the edge

If god gave me anything I was hoping for a dope galore

Try to quit, smoking more, just met her going raw

So how could we end up trusting eachother

When our bond started out with us judging eachother

Both fronting like yeah, we just fucking each other

But nobody getting fooled while we bluffing each other

Got one girl, got too much history with

Another that's never happy, too much misery with

Another that'll gussle shots til she literally sick

And another that only text me to say 'give me some dick'

I swear, how could you ever say joe went soft

When if I tell you my problems, you think I'm showing off

I keep it quiet, it's all covered at my end

My quality of life is pretty high end