Falling from my eyes, have to heal this in the darkness

So turn off all lights, can't be sorry for my joy

I can no longer disguise all the pain that comes with growing

I had to surrender to the silence in the noise.

You couldn't hear me

And I couldn't feel you

So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame

It gets so toxic

Like, am I what I wanted?

Complain I get burnt but I stand so close to the flame.

It was okay when I could feel it on me

But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me

Feel it on me

Feel it on me.

I'm holding on so tight

Will you let it go tomorrow?

Always been the type to sink in my control

Up against the wall trying find my way back over

What's on the other side, we both wanna know.

You couldn't hear me

And I couldn't feel you

So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame

It gets so toxic

Like, am I what I wanted?

Complain I get burnt but I stand so close to the flame.

It was okay when I could feel it on me

But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me

Feel it on me

Feel it on me.

Ain't okay, ain't okay

Feel it on me

Ain't okay, ain't okay

Ain't okay, ain't okay

Ain't okay, ain't okay.