My head is poundin'

Too much red wine

I wish I didn't love it like I do

It gets to me every time

I wake up craving

This cigarette

Yeah I know they're no good for me

But I can't put 'em down just yet

I've never been held the way you held me

I've never been hurt the way you hurt me

I could handle this pain, forget your name

If you hadn't loved me like you had

Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad

I wanna hate you

I'm mad as hell

Oh, but a part of me still loves you

And hopes and prays to god you're doin' well

I've never been held the way you held me

And I've never been hurt the way you hurt me

I could handle this pain, forget your name

If you hadn't loved me like you had

Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad

They say you remember the past

Better than it really was

But there was a time when it really was

So good

I could handle this pain, forget your name

If you hadn't loved me like you had

Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad