Standing in front of this bed with some matches watch it burn

I pray my body burns too

Why do I do the things that I do

And they blind you

Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done

Laying here doesn't feel the same

I need to get up and make a change

Get up and get over this

My voice it echoes my thoughts collide

You said I'm dead to you I bled for you

Now your dreams can come true

There's a place in my bed where you rested your head

Now I'm resting alone in this bed and it's cold

I feel like a ghost, these memories go up in smoke

You didn't want serious and it made me delirious

240 am all I wrote was

Why do I do the things that I do

And they blind you

Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done

Guess I'll never know what I meant to you

This year's been lonely but at least it's through

I'll write a letter to my former self

Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf

You took the fun out of living

When you took the life out of me

Take a look into the mirror

But you don't see yourself inside

Watch it crack

You're bad luck started with me

And my good luck ended with you

I know you're drunk again, and not thinking clear

But when you write this down, at least try and sound

A bit more sincere

Guess I'll never know what I meant to you

This year's been lonely but at least its through

I'll write a letter to my former self

Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf