A lonely cry for help preaching out for help to anyone

A silent prayer to god to help you on your way

I've been depressed so long

It's hard to remember when I was happy

I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more

But that's the easy way, that's the selfish way

The hardest part is to get on with your life.

You're searching in the dark clutching at straws to find a way

You take the tarot cards and throw them to the wind

You ... question your beliefs your inner thoughts,

Your whole existence

And if there is a good then answer if you will

And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place

Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace.

If you could live your life again

Would you change a thing or leave it all the same

If you had the chance again

Would you change the thing at all

When you look back at your past

Can you say that you are proud of what you've done

Are there times when you believe

That the right you thought was wrong.

All of my life I have believed

Judgement of heaven is waiting for me.

All of my life now I have believed

Judgement of heaven awaits for me...