Take a hit of anything

To escape it all, I'm suffocating

A sharpened blade of reality

Sometimes, I wanna hurt me

I know it's hard to hear, but I'm

Waitin' for the new year

Don't wanna waste my life chasin' white

Try to swim towards the light.

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends

I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Got so tired of feelin' numb

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Well, take a look what I've become

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety.

Wanna make you proud of me

But slowly, I am killing me

Playing with chemistry

Floating to the ceiling

Always rock 'n' roll 'til you die, you know, you been flyin'

Now I'm shaking at night, sweating the sheets out

Grinding my teeth out

But still the world will glamorize it all.

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends

I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Got so tired of feelin' numb

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Well, take a look what I've become

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety.

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If I could leave one thing for you

It's exactly what not to do

I'm so proud of you

Take a look what I've become

Oh, take a look what I

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends

I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Got so tired of feelin' numb

La-la-la-la-la-la-la...

Well, take a look what I've become

Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly

Feelin' it all, it's sobriety.