Why do I keep running

From the person I'm becoming

I spent all my money

But I'll be happy when I die

It's game over

10 am and I'm not sober

Trying to keep my composure

So I could be happy when I die.

I'm trying to make me a mil

But shit I can't pay my bills

Cause I be craving them pills

They say I'm crazy as hell

I need a place I can chill

Stay away in the hills

I'll catch a case if you will

Cause I ain't taking no ill

Make sure your seatbelts are fastened

I ain't the cat you imagine

'cause I'm sociopathic and a little old fashioned

Like a young charles manson

And a recent ted danson

Try to cause a distraction

Charlie wait what happened?

So what had happened was

I never really gave a fuck

Plus I was dangerous

When buzzed off a case of bud

Money I don't make enough

Won't hesitate to take your drugs

The real you's just fake as fuck

Before I die I'll take the dub.

Why do I keep running

From the person I'm becoming

I spent all my money

But I'll be happy when I die

It's game over

10 am and I'm not sober

Trying to keep my composure

So I could be happy when I die.

Down the 101 with no one inside my ride

Wasting away

Lost my baby

And don't know why

But I've been faded like all my life

Sometimes I question if the pain is ever worth my high

I talk to god but he ain't ever answer

I really wish I had a reason to ask for some peace back

'cause in my life I don't relax

A heart attack

I feel my love is starting to relapse.

Why do I keep running

From the person I'm becoming

I spent all my money

But I'll be happy when I die

It's game over

10 am and I'm not sober

Trying to keep my composure

So I could be happy when I die

But I'll be happy when I die.