To clear the conscience of who I am

I break the silence that keeps it all in

I've given you everything I wish you knew

I did it for me

I didn't do it for you

I looked her way with x-ray eyes

And she looked like she was not even there

Preserving the things that I have kept from you

Didn't give them away when you had asked me to

You're pointing at me and how do I reply

I smash your fingers and drag you away

I looked away with x-ray eyes

And she looked like she was not even there

I cannot deny that I had planned this

I only gave till I was done

Fallen on me this happy ending

I know I was awake and she was numb

But then she started to leave

Finally started to leave

Then she looked like she was not even there