I'm awake in a foliage

Trying to loosen the grips of my part

It's cold water we've been swimming in

Filled with memories of what ifs and restarts

Now you have nothing

But your cloudy head and substance

I'm sorry for all the faces I made

That fucked up your timeless photographs.

Cause it's been two years and now you're gone

Yeah it's been two years and now you're gone.

I'll tell you that it's all I've ever known

How I remember growing up in my catholic home

Yeah you fucked it up, just like everything

You'll never get what a mother meant

I never meant for any of this to happen.

Cause it's been two years and now you're gone

Yeah it's been two years and now you're gone.

I'll tell you that it's all I've ever known

How I remember growing up in my catholic home

Yeah you fucked it up, just like everything

You'll never get what a mother meant

I never meant for any of this to happen.

You'll never get what a mother meant.

I'll tell you that it's all I've ever known

How I remember growing up in my catholic home

Yeah you fucked it up, just like everything

You'll never get what a mother meant

I never meant for any of this to happen.