No, I know

I'm a walking contradiction and it shows

Got a history of being in control

I'm aware that I could end up here alone.

But then we spoke

I had a backbone made of glass, and then it broke

Now I stay up and I wait here by the phone

If you're ready, all I mean is we could go.

I've never craved someone's attention

As much as yours, thought I should mention

That.

I bet all my money that I will

Lose to you and hand you my life

Here's to hoping you're worth all my time

And I might barely know you, but still

Don't love you yet, but probably will

Turn me into something tragic

Just for you, I let it happen.

I let it happen.

But it's fine

'cause I can tell that I'm projecting half the time

I lack context so I've made up all these lies

It's the only thing that helps me sleep at night

Mm...

And now I'm looking in the mirror

You made me vain, I can't believe I have to be her.

I bet all my money that I will

Lose to you and hand you my life

Here's to hoping you're worth all my time

And I might barely know you, but still

Don't love you yet but probably will

Turn me into something tragic

Just for you, I let it happen.

I let it happen

I let it happen

I let it happen

I let it happen.

You've turned all my skies to pouring rain

Locked me out the house again

Is this how you see me now? I'm reeling and I might

Break the windows, let myself back in

Lost it for a minute there

Get my shit together, it's whatever, but I could die

Knowing that you're probably out somewhere

While I'm in my underwear

Eating through my feelings, I'm still reeling, but it's fine

Oh, thank god that you're not seeing this

I'll spare you from everything

If you would still have me, I'll be waiting all my life

Oh-oh...

I bet all my money that I will

Lose to you and hand you my life

Here's to hoping you're worth all my time

I might barely know you, but still

Don't love you yet but probably will

Turn me into something tragic

Just for you, I let it happen.

I bet all my money that I will

Lose to you and hand you my life

Here's to hoping you're worth all my time

I might barely know you, but still

Don't love you yet but probably will

Turn me into something tragic

Just for you, I let it happen.

I let it happen

I let it happen

I let it happen

I let it happen.