I swear to god, I haven't thought of you in ages

I've lived a lot, I've loved and lost, I've let the rain in

I'm pretty sure, I mean I've heard, you never faced it

I understand I changed your plans, I had to, baby.

And all I did was right by me, I heard that almost killed you

But I knew it, I know you, I called it

And I think that you earnestly have waited on apologies

But I can't pretend that I'm sorry

When I'm not sorry.

So aren't you sad about the fact that you can't write me?

I cheered the loudest for you when you won your trophies

I'm on the ground, how's the weather on your planet?

An empty house, the noise is loud, it's how you stand it.

But don't you feel alone at night, or sorta, kinda daily?

But I knew it, I know you, I called it

And it makes me wanna cry sometimes

But don't you know the deal now?

'cause I just can't pretend that I'm sorry

When I'm not sorry.

And we don't even know each other now

And I'd blow all my plans if you'd meet me out

We could talk, we could get it, we could both calm down

Down, down, down.

It all changed for me and I told you

Down, down

You had the wrong idea about me

Down, down

And all I ever did was consider you

Down, down

'til all I could do was consider me

Down, down.

I was your entertainment from a dark place

Down, down

You don't know how to step outside yourself

Down, down

It's not my fault you can't sit with the hard thing

Down, down.

You really thought you would get what you wanted

You really thought you would get what you wanted

Down, down

Down, down

Down, down.