This isn't what you want

It's only how you feel

You openly admit

You're far away from healing

And I hate to pull the plug

But I think I get your deal

Finally know better than

To wait for you back here.

And I hope you know I don't think

You're a bad guy, that you're damaged

Took you two months, only two to raise the bar

You're the saddest, but a good kid

Almost loved you, but I didn't

I could laugh now, how we tried to play those parts.

I know that you're removed

I can feel it when we talk

You start to let me in

But then you shut it off

And it's half of you that hurts sometimes

The half that I don't get

I swear that I'm not mad at you

But I can't share your bed

Now.

And I can imagine

When you go home

Does she follow

Like an echo

Like your shadow

You can try but you can't run.

From the truth of

What you both made

That she blew up on a tuesday

How does pain taste when it melts onto you tongue.

It's a pain that I caught you at a bad time

It's a shame that I memorized your outline

You were straight up with me, you were so kind

But I knew what you knew. "honey great minds".

It was harsh 'cause I lost what I wanted

I was brave when I kissed you in london

We collide or adhere and we got it

Hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage.

Every page that I wrote, you were on it

Feel you deep in my bones, you're the current

And I showed no restraint, it was something

I was scared up 'til you made me love it.

If you find yourself out, if there is a right time

Chances are, I'll be here, we could share a lifeline

If you feel like falling, catch me on the way down

Never been less empty, all I feel is free now.

If you find yourself out, if there is a right time

Chances are, I'll be here, we could share a lifeline

If you feel like falling, catch me on the way down

Never been less empty, all I feel is free now.