I missed your 21st birthday, I been up at 'em

Almost tried to call you, don't know if I should

Hate to picture you half drunk, happy

Hate to think you went out without me.

I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you I would

Thought you'd see it comin' but you never could

I still haven't heard from your family

But you said your mom always loved me.

Sometimes I go blurry-eyed

Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire

Lights on and it's black and white

I couldn't stay forever.

I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue

You'll be the love of my life when I was young

When the night is over don't call me up

I'm already under.

I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again

I'll be the love of your life inside your head

When the night is over don't call me up

I'm already under.

Audrey said she saw you out past twelve o'clock

Just because you're hurting doesn't mean I'm not

If it doesn't go away by the the time I turn 30

I made a mistake and I'll tell you I'm sorry (sorry)

Sometimes I go blurry-eyed

Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire

Lights on and it's black and white

I couldn't stay forever.

I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue

You'll be the love of my life when I was young

When the night is over don't call me up

I'm already under.

I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again

I'll be the love of your life inside your head

When the night is over don't call me up

I'm already under.