All I have right now is right here

And right now.

I want what I want, I always have

When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had

But nightmares grow and no one's listening

And idle thoughts'll do their thing

I still feel so much pain here from the past.

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight

To take back your life.

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here'll tell me what it seems.

All I have right now is right here.

I felt too bad about myself

I never thought I was good enough for anybody else

I couldn't look love in the eye

I was too broken to try

Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry.

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight

To take back your life.

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here'll tell me what it seems.

How long I'm waiting

Feeling lost, frustrated

Locked out and I'm on my own

Cornered and ain't got no place to go

How long should I stay here all alone.

Searching for the meaning

I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides

'cause outside there's no reasoning

If anyone here'll tell me what it seems.