Sometimes we miss old friends,

Until we remember they weren't friends

You see, treachery in memories it always takes a different spin

Until it happens again and again.

And it's that time again,

You're just in time to break me down.

You said you want my pain?

And I gave you pain

I'll give you pain, until it's gone.

You wanna know my deal, the reason I can't deal

Why I crack under the pressure of always feeling guilty

Of never pleasing anyone cause no one here can get over their shit?

But it's that time again,

There's always time to bring me down.

You say you want my heart,

Just to tear it apart

But that's my favorite part of me

Yeah that's the only part I love.

You can't tell me how to be myself,

Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself

You can't break me down again or change my mind on this,

I'm breaking out of this, your darkness.

No one's ever felt like this before, oh no,

No one's ever been like me before, I'm sure of it, sure of it.

You can't tell me how to be myself,

Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself

You can't break me down again or change my mind on this,

I'm breaking out of this, your darkness.

Would you die for me if I lived for you?

But turn your back on me, if I continue to follow my heart?

How could you?

Throw me away, just let me be, and hate me for me

(I can't be so, perfectly, untrue for you.)

Loving a lie, deny me my life, but I still love you

(I can't be so, perfectly, untrue for you.)

But why should i?